I have back bent for you and I’m done!

Words of Alanis Morissette! Words I have applied to my walking life, and words I live by for work, love, and friends! No longer will I take shit from a boss, no longer will I take shit from a lover, no longer will I take shit from my friends. If you can’t live with that then I guess you can’t live with me!

Peace out and fuck off!

Tom Green is in the ALF! I LOVE YOU TOM!!!!

Freddy Freedom

Really!  It’s 3AM and I’m having a mini break down and who is there to catch me when I fall?  The same people that always are!  I love those 2 people but the rest of you, and you peices of shit know who you are, can go fuck yourselves.  Or in some cases your dog ugly new girlfriends!

I HATE YOU ALL AND PLEASE GO TO HELL!!!

This is in no way directed to my readers just my so called friends!!!

Everything coved in ash
Everything covered in black
Everything needs to be cleaned

I start my life over again
I say goodbye to all my friends
I have a cry as I sit alone
I take a leap very far away from home

Everything covered in sunshine
Everything covered in valleys
Everything needs to be seen

I cut off all my hair
I can’t handle yet another scare
I take a walk in the park
I feel as though I can’t be stopped

Everything covered in letters
Everything covered in words
Everything needs to be read

I send out a million letters by and bye
I receive three replies
I schedule a few interviews
I try not to lose myself in the traffic, though I feel askew

Everything covered in cars
Everything covered in beauty
Everything needs to be said

I get back in my car
I try not to drive too far
I start all over again
I wonder where it all will end

Now my life can start a new
In L.A. my life has become a zoo

Become a member of the Motion Picture Editors Guild
Become a member of the ACE – American Cinema Editor
Become an assistant, or apprentice for an ACE or MPEG editor
Become an in house Editor or Assistant Editor
Work for Bill Lawrence

If anyone out there can help or give me a lead please e-mail me at:
info(a)njerisims.net

I found something I like more the myspace and facebooks!

tv.com

**WARNING IF YOU DON’T LIKE TV YOU COULD CARE LESS ABOUT THIS!**

Friend me

I cut this for East Bay Animal Advocates! Enjoy!

Loving someone doesn’t mean you have to like everything they do, and it doesn’t mean they have to have a million dollars, and it doesn’t mean you have to understand them, and at times it doesn’t even mean you have to like them.

It could mean you finally decided to accept them for who they are and what they do, no matter how much they frustrate you.

The reason I bring this up is because I recently found a new look on love, by looking at love through someone else’s eyes. This poem is inspired by those two people, they know who they are.

When the sun goes down and the moon comes up
When the dogs lick my tears away
When that movie makes me cry for the 100th time this year
When the look on your face still stops my heart
When the sound of your voice still makes me want to kill you
When I’ve cried so much that I can’t cry anymore
When you make me laugh at your stupid jokes
When I’m on the phone with you until 2AM
When you get frustrated at me for not reacting
When I push you away out of fear that I could possibly love you any more
When you broke my heart…

And even after you stopped loving me…

I will always love you, forever and always…

And the video, because this is a video blog, is inspired by postsecrets.com.

The song is a Huey Lewis & The News cover by: The Early November
called: Power Of Love

And to that special person, I’ll always love you but you’ll never know it, cause I’m way too fucked up to tell you.

Enjoy!

N

Okay I’ve known about both for a while but they both rock so much I wanted to do a blog about them together.

The song is called: Dirty Little Secret by the band: All American Rejects
It was big back in 2005!

The website is called PostSecret and it is one for the reasons I don’t feel so alone in so many different ways. Enjoy them both and send in a secret so I can read it on Sunday! REALLY! I have yet to send in my own secret just in case anyone cares. If anyone wants me to post their secret on my blog send it in!

Best to you all!

- N-J